My mom's surgery is tomorrow and I can't help but be completely nervous. The realization of how close we were to losing her last time is almost too much to think about. The doctors are taking certain measures to watch her more closely, but there is nothing to prevent her from coding again. It's hard.
My mind instantly goes to the 'what if's and possibilities. I'm hoping that after a nice talk with my mom and a restful nights sleep, I will be ready in the morning.
Once again, your thoughts and prayers are much appreciated at this time. If not only for her making it safely through her surgery tomorrow, but also that the cancer has not spread.
It is often hard to remember that she does still have cancer. After everything we have been through this month, I keep forgetting that it was cancer that got us here in the first place.